MANZIL AUR ZINDAGI KYA DWAND
Kya hua jo kai manzilen gayi ,
Manzilon ki kami nahi hai raho mai ,
Milegi manzil mujhe bas bacha ke rakhna hai aaho ko apni ,
Kas hum kuch kar pate bhagya ke aage,to mil jati manzil mujhe ,
Par pata na tha itna visvas hai manusya bhagya ke aage kahi ,
Socha tha lar lenge apne bhagya se hum ,
Par aaj jab manzill ko chutte dekha kareeb se ,
Tab laga ki kash apna haath badal pati ,
To sayad takdire badal jati ,
Par kya haath badalne se kuch hota hai ,
Mujhe to lakeere badal ni hai ,
Badal dalungi haton ki lakiron ko ,
Badal dalungi kismat ka likha ,
kuch to hoga haath mai mere ,
warna mita dalungi khud ko ,
badal ne ki chah mai apne haaton ki lakiron ko ,
This is my first publicaly posted poem. so hope you all will enjoy my sorrow and pain in it
Its more about pain . Just today(7th october 2010) I wrote it in a bus and posted in my blog.
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MANZIL, TANHAIYA AUR CHAHAT
Socha na tha kismat jindagi ke mor par is tarha layegi,
hum jisse bhagna chahte hai use hi dohrayegi,
maine kabhi kuch hi chahat na ki thi jindagi tujhse,
jo mila use swikara tha apnese,
par aaj jab jab had ho gayi,
jindagi apni banjar behad ho gayi,
tab laga kya mai galat thi jo swikara jindagi ko jaise wih mili mujhe,
nahi pata tha jindagi ke mor pe ekdin mai ekeli reh jaungi,
apna saaya to hoga saath par aaj jab murke dekha to,
pata chala jab din mai raat hoti hai to,
saaye tak nahi saath nibhate ,
socha jab aisa hi hota hai to kyo na hum kuch kar dikhaye,
kya pata jindagi ko badalne ki kosish mai hum khud badal jaaye,
pata hai badal na bhaut saral hai.
par darti huun apne aap se kahin badalte badalte hum na kho jaaye,
jindagi ki raat mai sayad hum na baadle to ,
apne saaye se kabhi raat ke baad din aane par mil jaaye,
par agar hum badal gaye to din ka intzaar karte karte hum na thak jaaye,
kar rahi huun intzaar din ka apne ko bina badle par din tu aana jarroor warna aisa na ho
raat ko tere intzaar mai kho du aur mere paas aane se pehle tu mujhe daga dede
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MAAYNE JINDAGI KE
Pata hai jindagi mujhe tere sang kabhi chalana hi nahi aaya,
kahin to hai kuch tujhme jo abhi tak mujhe samjha mai nahi aaya ,
tujhe samajhne ki koshish mai hi,
jindagi ke itne saal guzar diye main apne ki,
jab khudko samajhne ka samay aaya to,
dharya hi nahi tha khud ko samajhne ka,
jab kho diya dharya khudko samajhne ka,
to ab paane ki koshish na karungi khud ko phir se,
ab jindagi ki bisakh mai,
khud ko mohra hi banaungi,
aur dungi ek din aisi maat tujhe ki,
ki khud tu jateyegi sajhedari mujhme apni,
tab sayad us sajhe dari ki kimat mujhe chukani paregi,
apni jaan ki baazi lagake,
kyunki dagabazo ke sath jindagi nibhane ki
adaat rahi nahi meri
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TAHAIYA
Tanhaiyo ko dekhkar ab itni khusi milti hai ki
hum apne aap ko kabi khusi ke saamne le jaane se dar lagta hai
wah tanhaiya hume na pata tha tujhme jo hai
woh khud itna aramdayak hai ki
ab bas teri addat ho gayi hai
ab hamara saath na chorna kabhi kyunki
hamen jinki adat ho jati ha jati
log unhe humare paas bhi hamen kahi phir se khusi ka
chaska na lag jaye
par ab jab tanhai tujhe apne mana hai to khone na denge
itne pyaar se rakhenge ki tu khud kahengi
ab mujhe kissi se matlab nahi
mujhe apna aasiyaan mil gaya
ab laut jaa khusi yaha se mujhe
apna jahan mil gaya
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PAL SAPNO KA
yeh pal sapno ka toote na
pehli baar apni soch ko manzil mili
aaj lag raha hai pa lungi manzil apni
sahare mil gaye hai
kandhe bhi mil gaye hai
jo mujhe manzil tak pahucha denge
ab nahi khona hai in kandho ko
paa ke rehna hai manzil ko
jiska sapna dekha hai maine
hamesa pani nindo mai
sote jaagte jo dekhti huun
kya woh sach hoga
ya yeh bhi ek sapna hai
jo bhi hai yeh
bahut hi hassen hai
bas dar hai yeh
toote na
ish baar khusiya ne dastak dena suru kiya hai
ab to lagta hai bas yeh sapna toote na
agar tootna ho to hum nind se jaage na
taki phir kuch khone ka ehsas na ho
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NAYI SHURUYAAT YA PURANA EHSAAS
Nayi shuruyaat karte karte purane ahsaas ko kaise bhulau
apne app ko kitna aur samjhau
pyaar to hai mujhe ish jahan se
ab yeh sabko kaise batau.
kya kisssi ko apna samajhna gunaah ho gaya
ki humse sab kho gaya,
humne jise sabse jyada chaha
wahi humse zuda ho gaya
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KHUSHI
Chalo khusi ne apni dastak to di
aahat sunte sunte saadiya guzar gayi,
ab jakar khusi ne apna daman mere haath mai thamaya hai
pyaar to nahi diya par
chalo apna ahsaas to karaya hai,
par hai tune yeh kya kiya
apne saath phir kyo gum ko
chupa liya
mujhe gum se pyaar ho gaya hai
ab mai gam ke bina reh nahi sakti
sayad isliye tujhe aane ki izzazat mili
khuda bhi zaanta hai
mujhe ek pal ki khusi na dena hai
isliye to sayad khusi ko aane ka ahssas hua hai
aaj baris khushiyo ki nahi hui hai
phir se kisi ne mujhe aaj daga diya hai
jab pyaar hua gam se
to gum bhi nasib na hua hai
isi ko kehte hai sayad nasseb
jo humko kabhi mukkamal hi nahi hua hai
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MANZIL SE TAKRAANA
sach jise manzil socha woh to dhoka nikla
kach ka ghar tha humne chamakta hira socha,
kaas jaan paate aisa dhoka hoga hoga
to sambhal paate girne se pehle,
ab to sambhal na hi muskil hai
kach ke ghar se takra ke
pero mai daraare jo par gayi hai
ab to chalna hi muskil ho gaya hai,
par kya hua daraare hi to hai
kabhi na kabhi to bahrengi
tab phir se chalungi
nahi ruukungi tab,
sayad jindagi ka paigaam yahi hai
chalte raho raahon mai
girna sabhalna to jindagi hai
bas hume chalte he jaana hai
